Dear --------,
You will sabotage your own 'happiness' because you thrive on the sob stories you create.
Your hypochondria and want/need to be ill for attention will get the better of you sometime. I'll tell you not to be so pessimistic because I'm the opposite. But truth is, she will see the light, sooner rather than later.
I'll be there when she does, I won't take you back though.
From -----
P.S.
I have to write this here, so you'll never see it.